A couple of posts ago, we announced that I was pregnant............and unfortunatly on this post, I have to announce that we are losing the baby. I do not have a viable pregnancy and will have to have a D&C next wednesday. It all happened with an ultrasound last tuesday that didn't show everything that should have been seen, which lead to some lab test every 48 hours, showing my hcg levels were not increasing as they should and ended up decreasing=miscarriage. I do know have any signs or symptoms of miscarrying so that is why I have to have the D&C.
This has been really hard on me the past few days. I have had it in my mind that it was inevitable since Tuedsay but knowing its final really hurts. I never knew I could hurt so much over something I didn't really have..................but wanted to bad. I wanted to bad to be fat and pregnant and have a 10 pound baby!!! :-)
So, that's what's been going on. I snuggle jack a little more everyday and Thank God for such an awesome miracle!!!
Oh, and to top it off............I have a sinus infection and Matt has tonsillitis and pink eye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are just a MESS!!!!!
KING OF THE CASTLE. taking a nap today in Mimi and Popsy's bed. He looks like a newborn in a crib it's so big!
hanging out with mimi....crunching leaves
playing frisbee with mimi. he wasn't too sure what frisbee is all about.
not very fun....but it's my peony!!! i LOVE them and I am so excited to watch this little thing grow!!!!
helping mimi and popsy. don't you love the get up. thomas shoes. tow mater socks. yellow john deere t-shirt, blue baseball sweatshirt and 3 sizes too small blue puppy dog pajama pants!!!
Easter at Auntie Cindy's....popsy helping him hit the ball.
EASTER CAME TO MY HOUSE!!!
he couldn't believe that eggs were hidden by daddy's games
his new puppy "weanie" that Easter brought him.
studying the John Deere catalog
playing in his box at mimi's. He loves it. Here he is a puppy.
here he is showing me his muscles and how strong he is
and now he is carrying the box
Mimi and Jack's hiding tent. I am invited to come in every once in a while. Today I was and Jack brought us pretend pink lemonade and snickerdoodles from his trip to Target!
Back in Feb.....Jack helping Popsy blow out his candles!
